February 18th: The First Mention of Dharma
After Yelitza’s passing I promised myself I was going to meditate every day. I felt I owed her to keep going and growing. She was such a great teacher for the longest time…The student had to carry on, at least some of her legacy.
Today, true to my routine I began to meditate after lunch. I know, I know, weird time to meditate but nonetheless that is my perfect time zone. Peace, time and quiet.
During meditations, questions or visions would arise. Those were my cues to engage in an ongoing conversation with Dharma. Right after opening my eyes I would go to my computer and relax into letting the information flow from Dharma, through me and ultimately to my keyboard.
I connected to Dharma most days during a year. Sometimes I skipped days or even a summer. According to Dharma, that was not important. The message was the ultimate gift.
So here goes my first mention of Dharma during my after lunch special…
Meditation…
I felt myself drift away into freedom… I went down under into my subconscious or somewhere else unknown. I found myself in a futuristic city. My senses overwhelmed by bright lights and thriving colors. There were cars that were flying and others going through transparent tunnels. It kind of looked like an episode of the Jetsons but I knew I could not make assumptions or judge so I remained impassive.
I flew above the city to a crystal palace. Once in there I saw multiple rooms that seemed repeating till eternity, no end in sight. Then I lost concentration and hit a void, a gap for a while…no recollection.
Later? No awareness of time. I found myself in a church that I know well. Yelitza was there as expected. In a previous meditation she told me that this was to be our meeting point.
She told me that I was doing well, progressing. That I had to work on a book that might be channeled…moi? So I guess getting spiritually in shape was in order.
She said something about Dharma. I asked if it was the concept. She proceeded to explain it was a name I was going to be familiar with… and then poof! She vanished.
I love you Yeli! Today is your 5 months’ anniversary…I asked you today how long has it being since your departure and you said 5 months. Checked out exactly. I wonder how you keep track of time in that other dimension where there is none. You keep amazing me. Thank you always!
February 19th: Dharma for the First Time
Me:
Who or what is Dharma?
Dharma:
I am, I am all and more. I am subtlety and imagination, creativity and playfulness. I am a being that transcends frontiers, no limitations. I am who and what I am. Sincere and frontal, as you described your friend more than once, a no nonsense pal. I am laughter and a tear. I am in all that is. I am serious yet humor doesn’t escape me. I am dedicated. I want to help you reach your purpose and direct you to your goal. Goaaaaal! You’ll see…
We are together forever as I have no beginning nor end. I am the dew on the rose, the breeze that touched you. I look at you from across the street, from above, from everywhere. I am, I am. Trust the process; don’t overthink it. Just Be… Just Bea.
Release your mind, be free of anticipation and rules. Surrender yourself to me and therefore to all. Let me work through you, be there for you. You will write your book through me and beside me. Believe in yourself enough to let me in. In an instant we are one. We have always been. We have a lot to discuss…you said once- curiosity didn’t kill anything.
In this case it certainly will not. You have been calling upon me before coming into this world. Trust. Don’t analyze. Just flow, flow free and write.
I’ll be here with you all the way. Be mindful of me. I am you, you are me. We are but one.
It is imperative you release judgement, let yourself go. You have always wanted freedom. This is one way to feel it.
Everything is now. Your past, your future, your lives. All of it Now.
EVERYTHING happens for a reason, a reason created by you long ago. Your stomach turns in rebellion from such grand responsibility. Just know that it is so. Everyone has the God particle, The DNA if you will. You are All creators and creating at all times. No rest for the Creator no rest for you… creating nonstop. Your thoughts are so relevant, monstrously so. Every millisecond shaping and shifting your reality. Be aware, be present. Your time here and everywhere depends on you.
Me:
Is that why we must love ourselves as the Creator does?
Dharma:
It is incomprehensible and chaotic if you don’t. It creates confusion and separation from the One. It is love for yourselves that will create the ultimate paradise.
Love unifies and creates music that is trying to form an ether. A paradise here on earth created by all of you as one. Harmonious music that will resonate within and form a coherent universe. It will happen in an instant even though it appears as if is taking a long time. The heart chakras will unite within a single note. Resonance creates SO BEAUTIFULLY.