MURIELLE-MY PERSONAL ANGEL AND OTHER ANGELIC CONNECTIONS
What does a personal angel mean? In mid-December 1984 I “met” Muriel verbally, audibly.
Although I have always sensed that we all have a personal angel, my actual “communications” are limited to several occasions. When I “met” her in 1984, I recognized her voice, but I did not hear it again until 1989 when I was walking in Holland in their well-manicured woods. Suddenly I had a 3- hour conversation. The voice was just as I remembered it from 1984 and, since I was not at a desk, I could take no notes. Question after question about purpose and general philosophy about life were the subject matter. I wound up eventually 3 miles away from my guest house, knew where I was and finally got back, too late to do much but go to bed. Essentially, what we discussed was purpose-which appears to be primarily to cleanup old negative business from various previous lives. Although I now have recall of about 40 previous incarnations, there are three which stand out. I had an interesting encounter at age 16 with the assistant director of the Duke Players. He placed his hand on my left knee and started moving it up my thigh. I socked him. He said, “Don’t you like that?” I replied, “You are goddam right I do not like that”. I ran back to my dorm. I missed an opportunity to have a part in the play Kublai Khan when I socked him. Today, I would thank him but tell him I am not interested. I have a strong knowing of being in China during Kublai Khan’s s reign, in the later 1200’s, my first remembered life after being with St. Francis. Murielle helped me confirm a life then. I am not certain but my intuitive knowledge of acupuncture, manifested in 1966, and may have come from that life with Kublai Khan. On the other hand, I have turned down over a dozen opportunities to visit China in this life and have not only no interest in going there and indeed have an antithesis towards visiting China. I have visited Taiwan and thoroughly enjoyed it.
I have an equally strong repulsion at visiting Russia, have denied several invitations, and know of several lives there. One of them was my worst memory of any life. I was a remarkably cruel despot, equal to Saddham Hussein. And it was a man I had murdered in Russia in that life who came back to jerk my neck and ultimately paralyzed me. Muriel encouraged me to look at all these dark spots in my history.
The final one, which since 1974 I had considered to be a figment put into my mind when I was under hypnosis in the Bahamas, I finally had to admit it really was me—literally an executioner for the Catholic Church. I suppose beheading is not quite as bad as burning at the stake! I do not know of course that these three are my only truly evil existences, but they are enough for anyone.
Murielle encouraged me to release all old negative and to rejoice in many productive and helpful lives. There is only one purpose in life—to help others. No matter what else happens, a life of helping others is the only ones that allow soul growth towards the ultimate do no harm essential philosophy.
Ultimately, I consider Murielle an angel always near me, almost sitting on my shoulder, acting as a conscience. I cannot understand how I could have failed to follow her whisperings in those 3 unholy lives!
A guardian or Solar Angel is attached to us at least by the time of conception. For men the guardian angel is female; for women the guardian angel is male. It is useful to connect with your guardian angel; it will guide you and provide a positive guide of strength, courage, beauty and wisdom. Fear of all types leads to anger, depression, greed, hatred, jealousy revenge. All these emotions block contact with your personal angel. The Solar Angel helps our ego/personality grow at a soul level, as well as in our current life. It guides and inspires us and helps heal our imperfections and connect with our own divinity at a soul level. Many great spiritual writers tell us that life is an illusion. The big illusion is our separation from our unique connection with soul and divinity in general.
True meditation, detachment from the idle chatter of the mind, is one way to assist ourselves communicate with our Solar Angel and ultimately with our own unique Soul. This allows us to be informed of essential behaviors as well as assists us in all creativity as well as in optimizing out talents. Remember that the only purpose in life is to help others. Once we have taken the personal responsibility of taking care of our own body and mind, then the Solar Angel assists our intuition. Our Solar Angel being polarized in the opposite sexuality provides attraction and magnetism to it. The Soul sends an energetic connection to the body through the seven chakras, which I discussed elsewhere.
As we purify the issues of each chakra we move towards spiritual Enlightment. The first stage is to realize that you are not your physical body. Then you become aware that you are not your emotions, as you learn to moderate them. Then you become aware that your mental activities are conditioned by all your thoughts and behaviors and significantly influenced by all your surroundings and all the people in your life. At the next stage towards Enlightment, you can feel love and know that this love can assist you in cleansing your emotions so that they can be under the direction of your will. This is the entrance to the path of the mystic and spiritual awareness.
Significantly, alcohol, marijuana and all mood drugs block our connection with this crucial divinity. Laziness and all hypocrisy and prejudices keep us separated from our number one support energy, our
Solar Angel and ultimately our Soul.
My feelings about life after life and how we choose each life come from my discussions with Murielle. Essentially, after we complete one life, we go through a debriefing, seeing and feeing all the errors we made, small or large. We then spend some time in a sort of reform school, not as punishment but loving education and reprogramming. Eventually, with our personal angel and perhaps with one or more teacher angels, we are told that what we next need to do is to learn more tolerance, forgiveness, serenity, etc. We then are suggested that there are one or more families we can enter to learn the desired trait. How much info we are given I do not know. I have great difficulty believing that we are shown that a family might include a physical, mental of sexual abuser!
One of my favorite sayings is “I did not have the courage to choose abusive parents in this life.” I pray that I never chose in any life an abuser parent! My experience with Sweet and the alcoholic in Cleveland are enough. And my encounter with the man I had murdered in Russia, the one who jerked my neck and dislocated my spine, are more than enough to make me want to toe the line in every way! My strong love of plants has led me often to say that I want to come back in my next life as a botanist in New Zealand, the most beautiful garden in the world. But my teacher guide, G says “not next time” although he has not said anything more specific.
I suspect that my knowledge at age 12 when I read my great, great grandfather’s diary from the 1860’s that I would live beyond 100 was a message from Murielle. Despite my other contributions, my discovery of at least a couple ways of regenerating telomeres is by far my most important. Although longevity is far less important than health, healthy telomeres are one key, along with conscientiousness, exercise and healthy nutrition. My major focus on health, exercise, nutrition and good behavior are clearly inspiration from Murielle, with a big boost from G. And the fact that I am most at home and at peace in nature, that I have chosen a pantheistic religion are most compatible with what I have discussed with Murielle.
If it could be said that a personal relationship can be developed between a human being and an impersonal spirit guide, then author Dr. C. Norman Shealy accomplished this with G. They established a type of communication that was intense, at times personal, but also productive with G providing Shealy a view of what human beings could heal if their consciousness would only break free or break through of its illusions.
In Conversations with G, Shealy not only offers an overview of his life and his successful medical career and healing advancements, but he shares conversations with his spirit guide, G, who has been a part of his life for more than thirty years.
A story that inspires the spirit as much as expands the mind, Conversations with G narrates a personal journey of mystical encounters with angelic teachers and materialization and dematerialism which have led to numerous medical- and health-enhancing discoveries.
About the Author
C. Norman Shealy, M.D., Ph.D., is the CEO of the International Institute of Holistic Medicine, founding president of American Holistic Medicine, creator of TENS and spinal cord stimulation and the field of pain management and transcutaneous acupuncture, as well as Sapphire AdrenoScalar and Chakra-Sweep Pulsed Electromagnetic Field Therapy. Shealy has authored several other books.