1A Pixelating Visions
NINE of WANDS
I was far too strong for them. They may have broken me as a child, but the rediscovery of the ‘Child Artist’, has led me to a place of bliss. It has given me a sense of comfort – and a sense of confidence which now fuels my fire…
Via my journey (which has led me to this point in time) – shall the challenger, build my strength, and make me strong and resilient, with in the moment of my battles, with those whom choose to be the opposition. For it is the attack, which is quiet and illusive, therefore, one must be on guard, ready and waiting, to defend the kingdom, of all that is great, and of a paradise, which will never be broken.
2A Ready for Airbrushing
TWO of WANDS
‘Natural Intense Psychotherapy’, also known as the ‘Muscle Condition’, was the most suffering, I have ever experienced, over all of my 800 (past) lives. This situation, has allowed me to experience life, like never before. This is the final lesson required, in the ingredient for, ‘Eternal Life’… Although intense and painful, this experience, allowed for my writing, to save my soul… For now, I use my writing, to discover life – and the mysteries in which it conceals… Via writing, I can create new realities…
5A Pain Free
QUEEN of CUPS
I am as straight as an arrow, but I have a very strong feministic feature and quality. This quality, allows me to be loving and caring, on a plane of that which is, met by none other. Such a power exists, only by the truth of my positivity, and my dedication to people, and society as a whole.
I prefer the company of women. Ladies intrigue me, they give me pleasure – not only physically, but also in conversation. Whether that conversation be light hearted, or deep and meaningful, the way a lady makes me feel, is impossible to describe in words.
However, this strong feministic presence, has confused people in the past. My own father did not know who I was. But it is my caring and gentle nature, in which makes me who I am... I am strongly attracted to women, and women are (emotionally and physically) driven towards me. Life is perfect…
6A Getting it Right
EIGHT of WANDS
In life, we make many mistakes. But it is how we handle these mistakes, that determines, whether the mistakes make us – or break us. We should not be too hard on ourselves, but at the same time, we need to accept, that there is room for improvement, and we must continue, to be the best we can. Some situations need, 200% dedication.
8A Conscious
SEVEN of WANDS
Shall the magic of conversation flow, and be that likened to a river, in which is conscious of its own course and direction. Allow for this situation, to offer us, the experience of guidance and protection, from the harmful ways, of our adversaries – our challengers – our opponents – and our opposition. For the conscious mind is strong and powerful. It floats like a butterfly, and becomes a part of one, in ways which are natural and automatic. To harbour such a magic, means that the conversation, is fruitful and effective. Therefore, we must continually be aware, of the blessing, that our communication skills allow us… We shall not take our communications skills, for granted.
10A Application Successful
THE STAR
People mean everything to me. Although over my life span, I have been separated (from people), via my borderline-personality-disorder. This separation, was a life changing experience. There were times when I lost all hope. Life was so dark, that my insight, and inspiration, was completely smothered, by the effects of mental illness. I lost more than just people; I also lost my soul. But it was my music, which gave me the hope, and inspiration, that I needed... I clung onto life via my electric guitar. This physical object, allowed me to experience the spiritual, and the emotional part, to my inner being. I felt like I was a prisoner, attempting to escape from the penitentiary… My guitar, was my ticket to freedom. Without it, I simply would not have survived.
12A More Energy Everyday
FOUR of WANDS
Find your pleasure, and focus on the reality, of how this can elevate, your personal position, in life. Find what it is, that sets you apart, from everyone else. Be unique, and follow through, on that which is an extension of your soul. Become perfect in your craft, and allow for this perfection, to have an ability, to create, extra possibilities. Also remember, to find rest, in your work. For the rested mind, generates many ideas.
14A Back into the Swing of Things
ACE of WANDS
This is a new beginning. A new project. A clean slate. A life with the certainty, of a never-ending journey. A time and a place, where we come together and celebrate, with a healthy body, and a sound and sharpened mind. For this is our time to unite, as a body of people, who are prepared and ready, for eternal life.
In the past, such a beginning has been elusive. But now it is real and tangible. Our wellbeing is certain, and our destiny is made visible, via our dedication, to create a life, that we can share and acknowledge with the confidence, which can only be acquired, via a true heart, and a gentle spirit.