Spencer Lloyd Gray was a very bright Light Being who was born into his earth suit on December 7, 1995. He was my son and he lived 23 years in his special body before transcending to Light on February 8, 2019. Spencer loved Jason Aldean and often used his song lyrics to communicate many messages to his family and friends while he was here in body. When he dropped his body, he gained access to an infinite source of songs, artists, and lyrics and soon he began to send me messages through music, poetry, orbs of light, numbers, or simple words every day.
I started writing the messages down and began to call them “Spencpirations”. These quickly evolved to more vivid form, with inspirational, brilliant ideas and words of unconditional love coming through loud and clear. Spencer had been communicating with me this way throughout his entire life because he never used words to speak. We communicated by sharing thought forms with each other and I would voice his desire whenever he and I figured out what he wanted.
I began writing this book when Spencer was 6 years old. I had already learned so much from him about how brilliant he was, even though he didn’t speak words. He remains my Greatest Spirit, Guide, Guard, and Eternal Teacher. I knew this book would be written because the value in nurturing the relationship with “silent beings” is much greater than a physical connection as Mama and son. The greatest lesson Spencer taught me was to learn to Listen to the Silence. This has enabled me to continue to communicate with him.
I did learn, and this book is the Eternal Life Story of one powerful Spirit Soul Being named Spencer Lloyd Gray. After he transcended to Light, he soon let me know that this book was to be written from HIS point of view, not mine. I am Forever Grateful to have been chosen to share this journey with Spencer as his Madre de la Tierra and beyond.
I knew Spencer was wise the moment he was laid on my chest when he was born. When we first connected eye to eye, I heard him very clearly tell me we were in for a wild ride together! And oh boy . . . we really did LIVE when he was here. One of Spencer’s favorite songs is “Not Every Man Lives” by Jason Aldean. Spencer embraced his life with an attitude of Here I Am! Alive! Fully empowered to be who I am, and to do what I came here to do! What he came here to do was to be who he was . . . and still is . . . which is unconditional love.
When Spencer was first born, I didn’t know that he would never be able to talk or walk. It didn’t stop him from being the creator of his own world. He always remembered to use his imagination to get through every day, and he taught everyone he met the power of unconditional love. He accepted all people’s “less than perfect” ways and demonstrated joy and strength his entire 23 years. His favorite expression that he used as his universal language was his great smile! Spencer was . . . and still is . . . pure love, and when in his presence, the essence of love is felt.
When Spencer told me that this book would be from HIS perspective, I had to rethink everything I had written over the years because I had thought the book would be from MY perspective as his Madre de la Tierra (Earth Mother)—this is what he started calling me after he dropped his body. The first issue he clarified was that he had to leave so that the book could be written. His leaving was an ending; however, it was also a new beginning of nurturing this relationship that was, IS, and always will be. Over the past 3 years, I have learned about my relationship with several of my Spirits, Guides and Guards who are ALWAYS with me IN ALL WAYS as Spencer says!
These relationships have felt so beautiful, loving, and nurturing to my Spirit Soul and Heart. Of course, losing Spencer nearly destroyed my Heart and the wall I built around it to protect it was very stubborn to remove completely. If I hadn’t connected with my Spirits, Guides, and Guards, I may have chosen to leave when Spencer did. Since I was fortunate to have shared in his transition journey, I am very aware of how beautiful and peaceful it is where he now exists in perfect union with his Spirit Soul. It’s hard not to long to be there with him. My time will come . . .