The Simple Truth About Children

As the great philosopher John Locke said so wisely everyone is born as a blank page, as `tabula rasa`. These pages start to be written from the day we were born, actually even before, when we were in our mother's womb in the safe harbor surrounded by the warm water, listening to the sounds of mother's organs, heart beat and feeling mother’s emotions. Those were the first letters in our `tabula rasa`, that have embarked us for life´s time. My beloved reader, you are probably wondering how I know all this, if we really cannot recall the feelings or events before and after our birth in this precious life. Well, I am just about to discover to you my secret of a little girl that has inherited mother's sadness, anger, very low self respect, self love, self worth and self esteem. I remember clearly I was such a happy child, wandering around, having lots of conversations with myself, with the animals and being very sad, almost depressed, full of anger when being with my mother. Why do you think there were two girls inside of me? 3 Hm, I was not allowed to show my happiness, my joy, my pleasure to be here, alive with her, with my precious mother that has decided to destruct herself with alcohol, because she has inherited thoughts, words, behavior from her mother and father, which were hurt, never actually experienced love, tenderness, appreciation. My dear reader, please do not misunderstand my words; I am not blaming no one for all those patterns that I have learned from the early age of my life. I feel deep compassion and love to all my ancestors, I do believe they were trying hard to be good Humans, but unfortunately, they have behaved from the level of unconsciousness, they were actually not aware of what they were doing to each other and to their children, as this was the only way of life, the only way of living they have ever known.