Reawaken Your Authentic Self

Right before the moment of reunion with that basic essence of my authentic self, as I mentioned, I was suffering from not being able to forgive myself or others. That inability to forgive was letting a lot of dark energy cloud my mind and body. This situation was so unbearable that I had no choice but to forgive. In my third eye, I saw a very thin layer of darkness release itself, and all of a sudden, I felt what was like a burst of new abundant energy rushing through my body, and then I felt almost like another person was moving my body, and it was yelling in excitement, “Oh, my god! I’m in my body!” over and over again, nonstop, for about thirty minutes. I couldn’t believe it! Was this me talking? It felt like a part of me, which had never before been in my body, was opening my mouth and speaking through me. The grateful energy speaking through me was somewhat familiar, but the part of me that incarnated in my physical body felt somewhat alien. That moment was the most perplexingly euphoric, ecstatic experience because, as I learned, the highest self is all happiness and joy—there is nothing else. When I finally let go of the last remnants of darkness and resistance to forgive, after four years of intense soul-cleansing in sacred healing ceremonies and soul-activation meditations, and I permanently adopted a divine sacred physical diet of living, blended liquid superfoods that were channeled by my highest self, then I finally created a cleaner and higher vibrational body temple for the foundation of my highest self to expand itself into my body and express its joyful self!

Everything changed after that night; everything around me looked more alive and magical, and I experienced a more expanded level of joy. I won’t say I was perfect after it; there is always another level to grow into no matter how high you go, but this experience was the very beginning of my hope for an abundant future. I was quite unstable and wobbly, like a newborn, hatched chick that had just pecked itself out of an egg’s confinements and was now learning to walk. I began to notice a lot more presence and joy in the current moment—something I had never before been able to sustain for long periods of time.