I'm Not Afraid to Die but I'm Not Done Living

My aunt and uncle had called to let me know that they were coming by to visit me in the hospital. Meanwhile, I got a call from my husband who was completely beside himself. He didn’t know what to do to help me but knew he had to get me out that hospital and into the hands of a different surgeon. He said “I don’t know what to do or who to call but I’ve got to get you out of there!” I told him “just start calling our circle of influence and someone has got to know someone who can help me.” Then he said “but how will I know if it’s the right one?” Then all of a sudden, I heard a beautiful gentle voice say to me “you’ll hear the name three times” so I repeated that to him “you’ll hear the name three times” as I looked at the phone in my hand wondering where the voice was coming from. It made a lot of sense and I was certainly open to infinite possibilities as there wasn’t much else to grab on to, I had to trust the voice! I immediately felt a sense of calmness overcome me and I knew that what I heard had to be the voice of an angel. After we hung up, I went into deep meditation giving gratitude to that beautiful voice I heard and knew that I was protected. I felt such a strong angelic presence and I knew that no matter what happened, I was safe, I was being held by the hands of God. That evening when my aunt and uncle arrived they were so concerned about me. I remember my uncle telling me “we’re going to find someone who can help you even if I have to fly you to the Mayo clinic”! After their visit, I began to fall asleep when I heard the voice again, so beautiful and gently saying “don’t worry, everything is going to be alright. Your aunt and uncle are going to meet someone tonight who is going to help you”. At that point, I knew anything was possible and I smiled with gratitude and drifted off to sleep.