Retrospective—From the Void of Emptiness to Planet Earth

Vision from the Source
After I had finished writing the last sentence of my manuscript, I felt exhausted and felt true bodily fatigue. I guess I had not been sleeping well. Glancing outside from the office window, all was quiet and not many cars were passing by. Well, who would want to drive on the streets at this time? People who are still on the streets have to be there for a reason. There are things that happen in this world that need no explanation. I am glad to have finished this manuscript: I burned so much midnight oil getting it completed. I can relax now and feel glad I did it.
Immediately, I fell asleep. Suddenly, I was traveling somewhere where I had never set foot before. I did not know where I was. For my curiosity, I felt must find out. To walk into this place was extremely strange. I mean extraordinary; I mean out of this three-dimensional world where I dwell.
In front of me I see a wooden glass door: it says, “Find the key to enter, if you dare.” I think I have nothing to be afraid of, as I like a challenge. However, where do I find this key? Ah, I know it! Perhaps it is hiding under the door mat. Yes, I’ve got it. Soon as I turn the key, the door is wide open. I walk in: it is very peaceful. It is not very bright, but it has candles at the entrance. I have an instinct that an invisible spirit guides me here. With my curiosity, I am continually looking around; I can feel the stillness and motionlessness of this place. I do not feel unsafe, even though this place is a mystery to me. “Hello! Somebody there?” No answer. As I walk on I see a water-door in front of me: I think, “A door made of water? Strange!” It says, “Do not be afraid, please enter.” I enter. I see on both sides a water-wall and the water is running. A fountain is at the front of the room. It gives me a soft and tranquil feeling. I walk in and I see a titanium door. Well, it has a message on the door. “Please enter to see more...” I think, as I am invited, I will enter. This room is even more extraordinary than the other two rooms. It displays many things concerned with this world: how this world developed from the Stone Age until now. It is an interesting lesson for me. Anyway, as I walk deeper into the room, there is a silver door: again it says, “Follow me, come and see.” I think that this statement looks familiar. As I enter, I see two doors, it says, “Select your choice: I hope you make the right decision. Warning: One door will lead to fire and one will lead to the silence of a tranquil place for eternity”. Ok, which door should I enter? I have no fear. I turn to the right door. As I walk in–Wow! What is this place? It is like heaven. I see two angels walking towards me. “Welcome, welcome! You have made the right choice and we knew you would select the right door.” The angel said, “You are in the Kingdom of God, where everything is possible.”
“Wait a minute. Why am I here?”
“You are here because God invited you here.”
“Am I dead?”
“No, no you are not, just out of your body temporarily.”
“I see.”
“God invited you here for a reason. He wants to explain to you something that you have not understood in your mind, something that you want to ask Him. You want to know why so many bad things happened in your life, even though you have done no wrong. You see, God understands your pains; He has understood all human pain, but these are human experiences. All humans must experience it. Each individual has a unique experience during their journey there, and you are no exception. We understand you have done many good things to help others. You see sickness in your body is a healing transformation and, once you have gone through this process, you do not need to experience these painful lessons again. So, God wants you to be patient and you will do well for certain. God wants you to continue to write and He suggests your next book should be entitled, “Retrospective: From the Void of Emptiness to Planet Earth”. He appreciates you have been writing books on His behalf. He endorses what you do and is happy for you.” “I try to do the best I can. Due to my illness, I cannot do much. Sometimes, even if I want to, my bodily fatigue does not allow me to act.”
“You must stop thinking that. You must remember that what you constantly think will transform to become your reality. Whatever you have vibrated to the Universe, you will receive because of the Law of Magnetic Energy. In other words, if you feel upset or distressed, that is the energy you have echoed into the Universe and the immediate result is that you feel despair, agitated or irritated, or your body feels fatigued. So, whatever you contemplate, say or do is always a perfect match with your current environment, because it is caused by you and the effect is the result you receive.
“Your keenness to choose this body, race and geographical environment when you were in a spiritual form means that you accepted whatever happened to you, whether it was pleasant or unpleasant, in the physical world. The question that remains unanswered is whether or not you have forgotten the body you selected in the nothingness when you were non-being. Now you are complaining and echo negative vibrational energy to the Universe. What do you expect that you will receive from our Creator? You are the one who sends out negative energy, so whatever you stir into the atmosphere will vibrate and inevitably be a perfect match with what you seek in your desire’s impulses. Now think about it: If a person keeps thinking his adverse and chaotic situations are not going to improve, then how does he expect his life to transform for the better, even when the Universe wants to help him? It is unlikely that he can receive an inspirational message from the Divine, because his mind is too busy with negative thoughts. When the mind has too much clutter, God cannot be present. God does not want to stand inside a personal conflict. God will be consciously present when a person's mind is still: In the silence he will feel God and receive help from God.
“In addition, you are a creator of your own reality. You must be aware that you do not need to send out thought-words to the Universe to achieve what you wish for. In fact, the Universal-mind does not need to read words from you. Your constant vibrational feelings are as clear as words. You and your physical body echo energies through the air to the Universe all the time, only you do not know this, but the Mind of God has always known and received them.”
“Do not worry. What you have experienced is only temporary: in time you will do well. God knows that.”
“I genuinely hope so!”
“God suggests you use this title, but, if you have some other ideas, you can make your own choice. Humans always have choices in whatever they do, since God has granted humans freedom of choice to do anything according to their heart’s desire. But, humans need to make the right choice and never abuse their free will.”
“I believe that. Sometimes we humans just misuse our rights and freedoms. I will never do wrong to others. I believe it is my conscience. I just will not do that.”