A Walk Through Time

At first I thought maybe a helicopter was flying overhead because there was a vibration that caused the walls of my house to softly tremble. Then the buzzing started. This time it felt as if it was coming up from within me and reaching into the heights of my natural consciousness at almost deafening volumes. I could hear myself thinking that I should call out for my husband, when suddenly amidst the noise of the buzzing a voice spoke, “DO NOT BE AFRAID.” Instantly my body started to relax and I could feel myself being lifted, higher and higher. I was enveloped in some kind of stillness with only a slight swishing sound occasionally making contact with my senses. Then suddenly, a thunderous clap slapped against the quiet and a white light began to approach me at a very rapid speed. As the light entered me, it became me and I became it. We were one! Instantly a curtain was lifted. I looked intently into the scene, blinking my eyes several times as if to clear away a foggy film of uncertainty at what I was seeing. It was the earth, my earth, with pockets of bulging plumes of crimson and orange smoke shooting out from her depths and mushrooming in huge shade-like umbrellas. At first glance I thought I was seeing pandemonium and hysteria among all the people. There was anguish and confusion emitting as an aura around them, and a heavy transparent blanket covered all the lands, keeping the distress, uncertainty and chaos in place. Then, it was as if a massive zoom-lens zeroed in on the scene, and my vision hovered slightly over the earth’s ground where I could see more clearly. I was shocked and dumbfounded at what I was now witnessing at closer range. The people of the earth seemed oblivious to what was going on around them. They were running and hustling about their business. Some faces were masked with smiles, but underneath I could see doubt and insecurity. Others wore vague expressions, but I was shown their hearts. Waves of exhaustion and weariness went out from them, hitting the transparent blanket that covered their lands and keeping the energies of those emotions enclosed around them. Still, the busyness persisted and the people robotically went about the earth as though they were remotely controlled by a force they had no part or power in. Suddenly, I saw a long, long power-cord coming out of the earth and reaching up into the higher atmospheres where a massive outlet of astronomical proportions floated in gossamer waves throughout the universe. At the cord’s end was an enormous plug that had tried to make contact with the giant receptacle, but the prongs on the plug were only slightly inserted into the openings. As a result, sparks were flying and dissipating throughout the universe. My eyes were then directed back to earth and I saw the hearts of mankind with only the dimmest of light faintly coming from the core of their beings, and tiny pale sparks were also arcing in their center. Once again a voice spoke, “THE CIRCUIT IS NOT COMPLETED. THEY CAN’T GET PAST THE WRITTEN BOOK.” Then I looked up and there was a great strong wind that moved across the entire earth and its force was building in momentum; unlike any wind I had ever seen before. The earth seemed to be reeling as the wind swept across her lands with unrelenting pressure until it suddenly lunged upward toward the great gigantic plug, and in one mighty thrust sent its prongs deep into the outlet’s openings. As contact was made, a loud, smacking click resounded through the heavens and brilliant white light illuminated everything, so that above and below, and inside and outside were one. A great cry went forth, reverberating throughout the universe and into the souls of men. “It Is Finished!” I heard a mighty shout and my attention was drawn back to see the mushroomed plumes dissipating into the earth. It was revealed that these had been the outward manifestations of the eruptions in the hearts of mankind that have escalated against one another. The earth began to rumble and shift, and I saw what at first appeared to be a great cross emerging from her center. But as it rose in stature from the earth’s core, its cross-bar began branching off in many directions, sprouting upward and outward into a huge colossal Tree whose beauty was unlike any tree I had ever seen! There was Life emanating from the Tree, and its branches extended and intertwined over the entire earth, and great healing and nourishment were found in her leaves and in her fruit. The voice shouted in exclamation, “LOOK!” and my attention was turned once again to the hearts of men. There was great light radiating from the center of man and waves of light energy were seen to be connecting everything in unbroken circuitry. Even colors radiated in a new brilliancy. And the countenance of man was illuminated, and there was harmony and peace in this great connection in the heart of man. Then a mighty Voice rumbled through the heavens and I heard the words and saw their vibrations going forth in never-ending waves and frequencies out into the timelessness. “DIVISION IS NO MORE. THE GREAT HEALING HAS COME. POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE, FLESH AND SPIRIT, FLOW AS ONE IN THE GREAT CURRENT OF LIFE. THERE IS A TIME FOR EACH BEFORE THE HOLY UNION. And I saw a great figure in the heavens clothed in shimmering waves of energy and his arms spread across the nations in massive wing-like extensions encircling the earth. And from this immensity he spoke. “NOW IS THE TIME FOR ISRAEL; THE MALE AND THE FEMALE, THE POSITIVE AND THE NEGATIVE, THE SAINT AND THE SINNER. THE TWO OF EVERYTHING HAS BECOME ONE. I AM BOTH AND I AM ONE.” And I looked and beheld the earth brilliantly radiating and sending forth light; and the countenance of man was lifted, melting the great transparent blanket that covered the hearts of man. For it was shown to me that the translucent covering that hovered over all the lands had been none other than the limitations and fears of the collective thoughts of mankind. And the great Voice rumbled throughout the massiveness again. “HEAVEN AND EARTH ARE ONE. DEATH IS THE EXCLUSION OF ONE TO THE OTHER. LIFE IS THE INFUSION OF BOTH. BEHOLD, THERE IS NO GAP IN THE GREAT UNION; THE HOLY ONE. ISRAEL IS A STATE OF BEING; NOT A PHYSICAL LOCATION. NOW IS THE TIME FOR ISRAEL.” Suddenly I felt as though I was falling in a tunnel and spiraling in a timeless vortex. I could faintly hear that swishing sound again. I realized that I was leaving what had just been shown to me. My heart was desperately trying to make its way back there, as I frantically tried to reach out for something to stop me from leaving this miraculous state of being and existence. But there was nothing to hold onto as I continued spinning and spinning. I thought of Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, only I didn’t want to return to Kansas. I had fully witnessed potential energy in full kinetic action as the forces of heaven and earth had moved together in one complete harmonious flow. I witnessed the results of that perfect union, and it was ecstasy to behold! I did not want to return to the split, the struggle to receive, the ache of the heart for the very thing that I had just seen and experienced. I loved what I saw and I wanted to stay there, live there, be one there. “BUT YOU ARE THERE!” came a voice whose words reminded me very much of the doorknob’s words to Alice as she was trying to escape. “YOU JUST DON’T KNOW IT…YET. JUST WAKE UP. AWAKE SLEEPER AND THE LIGHT WILL SHINE ON YOU. THE WORLD IS LIVING IN ONE REALM ONLY. JUST WAKE UP. YOU CAN’T GO ON WHEN HALF OF YOU IS SLEEPING. WAKE UP.” And that’s just what I did; only to find myself sitting in my kitchen nook again, with the softest shade of moonlight glowing through the windows, and the stars still radiating against the night sky. I put my head down onto my folded arms that were resting on the tabletop and I began to sob and sob and sob.