Two Yellow Butterflies

This book will possibly touch on some spiritual aspects you may find hard to believe, may not of heard of, or understand. The idea of writing it is to clarify for you some of the confusing thoughts and ideas about spiritual things that happen in my world. Always remember it is good if you query, doubt and keep an open mind, as each of us need to question what we read and are taught, then make our own decisions if it fits with us. Remember this book is about my journey through spirituality and teachings and what I believe and have experienced. With spiritual disciplines there is no right or wrong way, only the way you personally feel and have a chance to develop. Differing views of spirituality are everywhere, which are invaluable, it cannot be one size fits all but in essence it is about how we live our life and what we do with it. I had begun writing this book at a time in my life when I had been teaching spiritual subjects for many years and running workshops and giving healing and readings. Through the course of writing I completed my Master Usui Holy Fire Reiki and a course in Colour Therapy, so I am still learning and gaining more spiritual knowledge, it is a life long journey. I also channelled through my Guides, the last part of a new healing modality, given to me over several years and completed in 2019. Paradigm Healing© is a wonderful new healing energy using symbols and I am starting to teach it for others to use. The world will always need energy healers and I felt honoured to be taught it by spirit, as they are pushing for it to be used. Sadly during the writing of this book my Mum passed over unexpectedly to spirit, so this was a chal-lenge for me but was also my motivation to finish it. Mum was always encouraging me and motivating me on my spiritual pathway, you will read more about her in the book. I give humungous thanks for her love, care and encouragement. In the chapter Grief it is more to do with what you may be experi-encing and what can happen when someone you love passes over when you have spiritual beliefs. It lets you know how I coped with it from a spiritual prospective. We are also in the world going thought Corona Virus pandemic. I mention this at the end of the book. Why two yellow butterflies, like the book cover the abstract of the butterflies and the coloured energetic frequencies behind them, show we are to me multi dimensional. There will be further expla-nation in the chapter My Privilege. Chapter 1 The journey My spiritual journey began as a child, in fact during my life and spiritual development I be-lieve it began before I was even here, as I was always chatting to what I now know were people in spirit. Seeing and talking to spirit, or ghosts as some people refer to them, didn’t phase me, for me it was normal and everyday. This ability also gave me an advantage as I had a wonderful time scaring one of my sisters with my ghostly tales. The downside was she needed to sleep with the light on, which was annoying for the other sister who had to share a room with her. I never truly understood why she was scared, as to me it was a natural part of life but fun nevertheless to create such a reac-tion. Apologies readers if you to have had these experiences with a sibling. Hopefully this book will make you feel more comfortable with things that may have or do worry you or that go bump in the night! Although Mum accepted that I was not quite the normal child whatever that is, she was still freaked out on occasions, with things I knew such as making mud pie wedding cakes on the garden wall just a few months before she announced her and dad’s divorce. We hadn’t been around anyone getting married so this was quite extraordinary. I can remember being curious about their marriage but I likely picked up on the energy surrounding it. My childhood was full of mixed emotions, between joy and sadness, as my parents divorced in the 70’s which was taboo at the time. It was difficult to maintain a relationship with my father, but no one was to blame for that. To look at my parents di-vorce from a spiritual, as opposed to these things happen, perspective I could question whether this had an impact on my relationships. I have always had the ability to know if situations weren’t right for me plus guidance from my guides, but still in my younger years chose to go against it all. Therefore, by sensing energetically things that were wrong in my parents marriage, I was acutely aware as an adult of attracting energies to me that felt of a similar vibration to theirs. I suppose it creates a type of comfort and familiarity, even though it wasn’t positive. However growing spiritually I feel that we can love many people at one time in different ways, but most of us seek that one special relationship. We often go through a lot of breakups and kiss a lot of toads before we find that someone. In essence it is all part of the journey to who we are, the more experiences we have the more we learn, heal, recover and are able to deal with situations. My thoughts are that some souls have been on earth many times and may have progressed and may not need to repeat some experiences in their current life time. The more lifetimes we have, the less we need to work through as such. It doesn’t mean we are less pro-gressed spiritually if we have lots to work through. Instead it is understanding that we chose to work on different issues in different lives.