It was not until I finished working with my second client that it became apparent my thinking faculties were impeded. My third and final client for the day asked a question about my phone number. I couldn’t remember the number! There wasn’t time to focus on what seemed to be a momentary lapse in memory, though it was most unusual as I have a great facility for remembering numerical sequences. While working with this particular client I suddenly began to move rapidly in and out of multiple realities simultaneously. The experience was both unsettling and uncontrollable. With every breath I found myself moving through one reality to the next and then onto the next, not remaining in any reality for any length of time. I saw glimpses of myself and people I’ve met and know doing interesting and varied things.
I would liken the experience to taking LSD, ecstasy and psychotropic drugs and going on one heck of a weird ride, for want of a better way of explaining it. (In truth I’ve always avoided taking any kind of drugs, due to an intuitive sense that my body would not do well under the influence.) While having this disorientating experience it was difficult to focus on my client. Instead I strongly felt the need to mentally recite my phone numbers. Of course, I couldn’t remember them, which created considerable inner stress. My concern was that I was having a major mental health episode of some kind.
While going through this experience I continued to remind myself that everything was all right, that I was not losing my marbles and that something energetic was happening. Hell, I didn’t have a clue as to what was going on but somehow I knew that this was not a psychotic episode. The unexpected onset and intensity of this experience was significantly strong for me to realize that there was something happening energetically.
Much to my surprise I was able to drive home though it required inordinate concentration as I wasn’t able to recall my address or mentally conjure up the route for the drive home. Once home I found both phone numbers written down on some papers and spent a lot of time memorizing them. It was as though I’d never seen them before! As I was doing this more of my memory returned. It was not just phone numbers that had escaped into the ether; it was also a significant portion of my memory.
Not surprisingly, I was disinclined to meditate or enter any surreal state for about a week or more after this unsettling episode. However, I was slowly able to glean information that a part of my brain had ‘opened’. This part, which I’m unable to identify, is not usually opened in humans. In the following weeks I became aware of a new ability to see just about everything and to access an inordinate amount of universal information. When having a regular conversation with someone I would suddenly begin channelling relevant information and then revert to regular conversation. All intuitive faculties improved dramatically. (Journal, December 2011)
Reality Creation
So far I’ve shared my understanding of energy, its power, structure and potential, which I’ve attempted to explain in as straightforward a manner as possible. This information has been largely gleaned from channelling, clairvoyance experiences as well as from the teachings of non-physical beings that have been my constant companions. The journal entry at the beginning of this chapter is about energy, and describes one of the countless weird and unusual experiences I’ve encountered over a period of nearly thirty years. It was merely one of numerous incidents with energy changes, its impact and which also furthered my experience of the inexplicable. In the next chapter I’ve included a channelled explanation of what had taken place energetically within my energy hologram at another time as a result of an energy influx. Each energy influx is different, as each has a different function or purpose.
This may give you a better idea of what transpires when an energy download, or upgrade, occurs. The terms “energy download” or “upgrade” are interchangeable and are used to signify an energy change, or improvement, has occurred. They are a common occurrence for individuals who are continually on a personal journey of inner growth and spiritual awareness. In many instances they occur during sleep time which means that conscious awareness of this happening is likely to be limited or non-existent.
The other aspect of this is that everyone is special in their own way. My experiences are unique to me and are part of the package that I signed up for prior to incarnating into this lifetime. Whatever I have chosen to be part of is planned and orchestrated by my inner higher wisdom, or soul. It is not the same as what you’ve chosen to experience in this lifetime though there may be similarities in my sharing that you are able to relate to. I’ve learned that often simply sharing my unusual energy situations has helped others better understand and accept what has taken place within their energy hologram.
Nevertheless you may be interested in learning more about how to amplify and magnetize energy constructively in your life. My explanations are basic and can be viewed from a more practical, maybe even relevant perspective in everyday life. Therefore I’m going to branch briefly into a more logical explanation and description as that may further support and enhance understanding.
According to the science of physics, including quantum physics, the physical world is a large mass of energy that materializes and dematerializes continuously. Nothing is solid, it is our co-created perceptions that create whatever we perceive and believe. Quantum physics shows that the world is not constant. It is in continual motion (wave form energy) due to individual and collective thoughts that continually change and shape our reality. According to quantum physics it is this mass of thoughts that is responsible for holding this energy field (our reality) together in a cohesive yet ever changing state.
Each of the five physical senses has a particular range, which creates images and perceptions of reality. However, your interpretation and understanding of reality are based on an inner landscape that can be attributed to the sum total of your life experiences up to any particular point in time. This means that there exists a degree of fluidity and variation in reality perception and creation. In turn this depends upon your individual inner reality, which is continually being created via thought. As well, your personal inner reality is also part of the larger collective experience due to the energy interconnectedness of everything.