Utterings of a Light Worker

In the beginning there was *me*. There was intelligent energy without physical form; without physical reality. I could see all that I wanted to see. I could make all that I wanted to make. I had all the freedom I needed to do and think all that I wanted to. Everything in existence, the entirety of creation, was mine, was me, was all there was. Time was irrelevant, as was space. I could be anywhere at every time. I could be any *thing* that I wanted to be, individually or collectively. I was *here* and *there* and *nowhere* at the same time. I was all and nothing also. There were no limits. Anything and everything was possible.

Every emotion, every feeling, every thought was mine to be enjoyed. I controlled the wind, the rain, the sun and the stars. Everything in existence, life itself in all of its forms, was mine and I could do anything I wanted with it. I could create life in any form I wished and I could destroy it just as easily. This is the power of the mind, of intelligent energy, of the soul, of you, of me, of God; however you interpret it.

But for all this glorious power and radiance there was, it seems, limitation- imperfection. How could I experience what it is like to be human without actually manifesting as a human being? How can I understand human thoughts, emotions, feelings and reasoning without being human? How can *you* know the still, freshness of the autumn morning or the silence of the desert unless you have actually experienced it for yourself? So it was that the seed of the desire to manifest as a human being on a planet we humans call Earth was planted.

They say that travel broadens the mind, that travel creates and enhances experience. For sure, there has never been a truer saying, but travel comes in many forms, and at great cost. We humans instinctively think of travel in the form of physically moving from one place to another, of visiting another country or town, a movement from one physical position to a different physical position somewhere else.

But what about the travel of the mind, the change of opinion or way of thinking? What about the learning of new skills and abilities by watching, listening and learning from others? What about learning about mathematics, for example, as a child, or history, even?

What about trying to find answers to life’s deeper questions by travelling the maze of different perspectives or belief systems for example? What about the idea of looking at nature and the myriad of other natural forces at play to see how they work and how humans can learn from them? What about the journeys of scientific and biological investigation? Where does philosophical discussion fit into the idea of travel? What about the reality of the spirit world and of creating your heaven, summerland or paradise; can you decide where to go and what happens in these realms?

My life’s travelling to date has drastically changed *everything* I once depended upon and thought I knew. Certainly, we all have events that change our lives but I have metaphorically died and been reincarnated so many times now and with such uncompromising severity, that I am now quite literally a completely different person to the one I was when I was born. I have now undergone this transformation more times than I have had hot dinners. I count myself very lucky indeed in that these drastic changes have *not* been as a result of serious accident or any other such disaster. Rather they *have* been as a result of travelling physically, emotionally, intellectually, mentally and spiritually.

Utterings of a Light Worker then, is *my* story. I share it with you now in the hope that you will find answers to the questions that you may have, to broaden your mind and thinking and to offer comfort and reassurance when it comes to the idea of God and life after physical death.