100 Things I Learned in Heaven

During my first meeting with the spiritual healer and hypnotherapist, Mabel, we were visited by a huge powerful Archangel. From this moment on, my entire world was split open. I was living in the physical world, but could now see into the spiritual realms. My entire life, for the next years, was saturated with angelic visitations and other spiritual experiences. My dreams, prayer time, meditation, hypnotherapy, and normal waking hours were filled with angels in many different forms. I continued to be taken to heaven for lessons and healing almost every week between November 27, 2004, until August of 2005, as well as several times in subsequent years. After I was in heaven for the first time, I knew that I had been changed forever.
I consider these journeys to heaven and angelic visitations to be the most extraordinary thing that any person could possibly experience while still on the earth. I felt incredibly honored and blest. I understood that this was a gift and a privilege. However to suddenly have my spiritual vision opened to everything in the spirit realms, including demons in many forms, people in heaven, and countless people that had died, but had not yet gone to heaven, was for me, extremely traumatic. I honestly do not think I could have withstood being exposed to the dark entities and these other realms without constant help and comfort from the angels who never left my side. Furthermore, I had feared and avoided anything dark my entire life, so I was highly resistant to accepting this spiritual vision as a gift, and I wanted more than anything to just be “normal.”
My intention in briefly writing about the darkness I encountered is not to instill fear, shock anyone, or to be controversial. I believe that each of lives with some level of fear of darkness, or know someone close to us who does. I feel that the power of the fear is removed when we know the truth and it is demystified, and then healing may occur. What I learned in heaven is that the light and the love of God are the most powerful tools and weapons in the entire universe and can easily conquer any fear or darkness. When we focus on the light and the love and God and use our authority as his child, our fear must diminish. My hope is that you are inspired too see that I am just a normal woman who survived this battle by asking heaven to intervene for me. And, heaven responded in remarkable ways.
Everything I experienced in heaven was awe-inspiring. The most impressive thing of all was the unconditional love of God and the indescribable joy that I felt every time I journeyed to and was in heaven. I wanted to tell the whole world about what I had experienced. I wished that I could climb to the top of the highest mountain and shout as loud as I possibly could to everyone who would listen about how much God loved them unconditionally, just as they are! I knew that these messages I received in heaven belonged to all of mankind!
I longed to tell everyone I knew and loved about what I saw, felt, and experienced while in heaven. Although I realized that no human words come possibly come close to describing the overwhelming love, joy, peace and acceptance that I felt every time while ascending to and in heaven, I knew that I needed to try.
Unfortunately, instead of climbing to the top of the highest mountain and telling the whole world about what I experienced in heaven, except for some of my immediate family and a few close friends, I hid in my “spiritual closet” because of fear. I was afraid of people thinking I was crazy or misinterpreting my intentions, and I feared their criticism. Also, I did not want to shame my husband as he had a prominent position. I wondered how anyone could possibly believe or understand what I could not fully believe myself. It has taken me several years to process all of this information.
I can very much appreciate why many people may find it difficult to believe that I have been in heaven many times for learning and healing. If I had not lived through these experiences myself, I am certain I would be very skeptical as well. After all, I am not a priest, pastor, or saint, nor am I perfect. I was broken, and in great need of healing and I continually cried out to God, Jesus, saints, and angels for help and guidance. And, they answered in ways that I never could have imagined.
After God revealed to me what my soul purpose was, I asked God, “Why me?” I thought he must have gotten me mixed up with one of my other siblings, as they are more intellectual, saintly, and can even write beautifully. He again took me to heaven and showed me exactly why this was my assignment. I was shown that I was asked to do a job before the time of my birth, and I had agreed to do it. It was a sacred contract, and all of the events in my entire life were leading up to fulfilling this contract.