Are We There Yet?

While studying and practicing in India for many years, the ancient spiritual knowledge revealed to me that everything in this Creation is made up of and is under the control of the Five Elements. There is nothing in this Creation where the Five Elements do not exist. Countless ancient traditions and civilizations have pointed to the greatness, profundity and perfection of Nature. Nature is perfection. All the world’s remedies are here. Kaleshwar would often say, “Nature is the right, perfect teacher.” It was through the combination of my Fire element, my will power and my passion to know the truth, as well as the purification practices and meditation processes given to me by Kaleswhar, that resulted in a silence and peace deep within me. But it didn’t stop there. That was just a warming up of my engine. I began to have experiences that grew quickly and did not leave me. They built themselves, one upon another, revealing to me that I had become reconnected and reintroduced to the peace and information inside of the Five Elements. It was the most satisfying feeling of a coming home for me. This is just one of the vast number of gifts I received while going through my many years of this intense process. I had been playing hide and seek with myself and finally my drama had ended. Thank you, God! It was exhausting. I wanted to know the Truth, then help others in their search to know their truth too, why they are here in this lifetime, and find true and lasting peace. I know I kept hiding from myself and denying my intuition because I had not found the right answers, until I met my guru. I grew up feeling insecure and uncertain of a lot, and that I had no real peace in me. When I was able to re-connect to this vast and powerful inner silence, through the Five Elements and through the unbelievable patience and grace of my teacher, it felt like opening a vault with limitless amounts of energy and unconditional love. It was a process where layers and layers of doubt, fear, sadness, pain, anger, judgment and confusion were removed. This process required a lot of journaling, meditation, shedding of my ego and lots waterproof mascara.